Landscape organizes everything within sight.

Monday, May 31, 2004

Apropos of Denis de Rougemont

For anyone that missed it, de Rougemont's theory that courtly love heretically wed Eastern mannerism to religious fervor serves as the origin of all claims that "romantic love was invented to manipulate and confuse x" where x = women, poets, rock stars, or high school students, depending on one's point of view. de Rougemont has been excellently addressed in Marius Brill's Making Love, wherein a female reader of pulp romance withdraws Rougemont's text by mistake, as told by the text itself, which book falls in love with the poor woman.

Peter Viereck wrote a poem, “Lyric,” that goes something like this: “I would be her most familiar stranger / I would not have disheveling words endanger / a strand of light too hovering to beckon.”

Narrator slows down at the woman’s driveway, glancing without turning, continues on, repeats daily. Love with fear and trembling, without torture and illusion, privacy intact.

A question: but can we do without Eros entirely? What would it mean to return Eros to the bounds of mannerism, to the coyness of politeness, extracting attraction from the fury of unbridled desire?

Vierick suggests at least that mannerist Eros could be a way of knowing the world, tricking Agape into accepting the bounds of knowing, the problem of understanding strangers, the openness left as something for time to unfold.

Dear Mr. de Rougemont: I’m not sure that Agape is enough by itself.

Doesn’t the erotic drive push us towards the unknown, unsafe, and sometimes, the most divine?

Stendhal instructs the anthropologist struggling against his own passion for a woman to write down one's ideas about the love-addiction in question and to look back upon them in a month. The truly passionate person will be a different character altogether by that time, he claims, and thus the advice will be as good as that given by another person.

In the spirit of such a use of confessional, here we go: I wish I understood better the workings of God through time. I wish I understood how compassion and mercy were to be played out by a modern intellectual.

I spoke with my father until he was falling asleep tonight. I turned out the lights in the living room, went to bed, and opened the Bible on the bedside table to Paul's impassioned confession of his own weakness, a weakness to be the very demonstration of God's strength. I am in the throes of such a weakness, wondering where a PhD is taking me, feeling poisoned when I contemplate spending six years on some form of vanity, challenged everywhere with the apparition of uselessness in all forms of activism, toying meanwhile with stray projects, encounters ending empty, days crumpling like paper wads in the dusty silence of an empty apartment, everything fizzling into nothing:

It has recently come to my attention that I have been spiritually sleeping. A straight flush of pure conversation, straight-up, a few old friends and a few strangers, has left me staring into space.

In the emptiness there has been a little quickening. It is nothing from me; nothing from trying or cleverness, something out of the connection of a half-dozen conversations over the last week, something pushing me a little further.

Here is part of the conundrum. I am writing about what I think is a fundamental experience of faith, not of Christian chauvinism, but of the lingering shadow of a question of what it would be like to take others more seriously than I do. Or, to press the point, what it would be like to take that commitment seriously as something that it is possible to share with others - a community of intellectuals, a community of believers.

Whether because of a natural suspicion of be-name-tagged greeters from my childhood, or laziness, or distraction, I find myself often lingering around the edges of the congregation, waiting to see what happens, rather than plunging in. One thing I wish I understood better, maybe, is a funny sort of conviction that I have a duty to live among the worldly, to work as a translator for the natural compassion of atheists, and to witness in funny places – leaving me not quite sure how to request help from clergy or religious friends for how to say the right thing to the Buddhist. Year by year the game of speaking to the worldly becomes more complex as I figure out how many varieties of experience there are. increasingly I also wonder where to connect back to the faithful. The best support comes from my family, secondly from rare contact with seminarians whom I wish I knew better.

I am writing from Texas, and it is a good time to meditate on the meaning of that religious family. insofar as the family of famous journalists guide and exhort each other through the mechanisms of progress and propaganda, the family of cattlemen put their children to the right schools and apprenticeships; the religious family usually tries to bind some kind of faith in their children, prepare them in good habits, and send them into the world.
Over one summer in the Adirondacks, I served as an organist for a congregation of retired Episcopalian clergy. I remember telling the vicar’s wife how happy I was that I had been asked to do something for a group of people who meant so much to me, knowing that I would have never volunteered except if asked.

Evangelicals get a bad rap. But let me put in this ticket in praise of the confrontation, in favor of talking out loud, for academics and educated people to get down to brass tacks sometimes of the things deepest in their hearts: I say this having been taken out of my skin by the experience of talking to another Christian (something I never seem to do). But the same experience, I would allow, has just as much been coming from my clever atheist friends who keep probing the causes of their various ideas about compassion, mercy, justice: please, but let us keep talking. It has come over me like rain in a desert.

Thursday, May 27, 2004

The New York Times > Real Estate > Habitats | East 98th Street: A Specialist in Recycling, in a Recycled Apartment

Tuesday evening Enrique and I strolled home through San Francisco's warehouse district, lulled on jazz and cocktails from one of the secret lairs left of an older city.
The so-called warehouse district is now the haunt of advertising firms and Swedish chair-designers.

Advertising firms tend to receive every dvd, cd, magazine, and design book that could possibly interest them. We joined a small knot of homeless, hipsters, and antiquarians sorting through the dumpsters, and came home with a stack of music and paperweights each. Spent an evening dancing to the latest punk.

'Mongo' trash aesthetic hits the metropole

Tuesday evening Enrique and I strolled home through San Francisco's warehouse district, lulled on jazz and cocktails from one of the secret lairs left of an older city.
The so-called warehouse district is now the haunt of advertising firms and Swedish chair-designers.

Advertising firms tend to receive every dvd, cd, magazine, and design book that could possibly interest them. We joined a small knot of homeless, hipsters, and antiquarians sorting through the dumpsters, and came home with a stack of music and paperweights each. Spent an evening dancing to the latest punk.

Walking around Berkeley, California, nothing is more clear than the diversity of dress.
But ironically, the Martian anthropologist notes to himself, diversity of dress tends to point to enclaves who won't speak to each other.
The very people clamoring for diversity of -culture- speak several languages, but their single culture of dress represents one visual language which others will never speak to.
I walk down the tree-lined avenues, and a thousand visual languages are clamoring about their view of the human soul, and each meets speakers of other languages with scorn.

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Xbox Takes Control

An IHT: Bend! Stretch! Hold it! article demonstrates that the Xbox has uses beyond distracting young boys and drilling soldiers in Geneva-compliant response: the xbox is your diet coach.

Beyond that, dieters can talk to each other through online communities. The coffee-houses of the future are for housewives in spandex. Begging the question: who wants such coffee?


Links to bibliographies

The "sense of place" literature that explains so much about cultural differences, now, alas, no longer studied by geographers:
http://www.wsu.edu:8080/~forrest/place.html

Syllabus for Michael Curry's the History of Geographical Thought seminar at UCLA:
http://www.geog.ucla.edu/faculty/g298b.html

As recently as 1995, old salts sailing around the Bay could predict reliably what the tides were going to do. Schedules were published for the less experienced.
Now those sailing say to each other, Let's see what it's doing today.

No wonder the Navy believes what the White House fails to acknowledge, the likelihood that we are about to suffer an environmental catastrophe of unknown proportions.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Summer reading list:

Stanley Milgram, Small World (1988)
Anthony Ridley, Living in Cities (1971)
David Riesman, The Lonely Crowd (1950)
Reinhart Koselleck, Critique and Crisis: Evolutions in the pathogenesis of modern society (1959)
Neil Postman, Building a Bridge to the 18th Century (1999)

Poetry for sitting in the library:

Dunce in Bocardo

He stands in the Violet shadow
By the scribbled wall
And sticks his finger in every Tudor eye.

The pen is dry, the shadow
Is deeper, the fool
Quits the sleeping pricne.

Cranmer's pears are sleepy, Pole
In Westminster nibbles Luther, heretics
Are sword-swallowers, eaters of fire.

In the apple-tree the blackbird
Whistles his belief, tailors
Catch snails, huntsmen chase
The owl in the holly-tree.

Now comes the violet night, the lewd
Citizens creep, then run, then snatch at glosses in blind corners

And kisses: Grape Street is dark.
From grope to grape by Bowlder's Law,
Then back to grope by ius positivum.

Sweet Isis, you run softly
Through the future's unimagin
able inscape

Id quod oculis meis vidi.

-- Richard Layton

Many thanks to Danah Boyd and Chloe for exhortations to blog.